When you’re in pain and broken, it can be hard to pass by the overwhelming emotions that come with it. It’s ok to let yourself feel them and somehow drown in that misery. But when some time has already passed you by, start picking yourself together. Maybe it won’t be as clear but just believe that things happen for a reason. What’s meant to be will always find it’s way. Life is beautiful. Circumstances occur in order to mold us and prepare us for a bigger and brighter future, whether it’s a job opportunity or that special someone you have always been waiting and praying for. ;)

Yes I am indeed and f*ck the man who dared broke  my heart. Now I know why it didn’t work, cause I deserve better than an emotionless jerk! ^_^

Despite me trying to to make my life better and feel good about myself again, I still feel down at times and that things are becoming too much to handle. If there was an easy way out, I would have taken that route. Sadly, there isn’t so I just have to stick with the fight no matter how hard the blows maybe. I’m done with stage 1 and 2. Now I have to hang-on and make it through stage 3 and hopefully come out the victor cause I may not have lost material things but I certainly did lose myself all because of a heartless, robotic-like jerk. You can stand up for your nation but it doesn’t mean you’re a hero cause you can’t even stand-up for me. On the outside you’re a soldier but in reality you’re just another coward inside who’s pretending to be someone he’s not.

Don’t give a damn to people who don’t give shit about you! You’re better off without them than waste all your effort, time, and energy. Focus rather on things that will  open a brighter future for you. You have your own world to handle.

I’m so tired of being miserable cause of one worthless person who doesn’t deserve me. I’m tired of weeping and begging. Now all that’s left of me is to stand up and make the most out of my life! There is so much out there for me.